Black Rock Page 5
She drove on to its shingle forecourt, turned off the engine and sat looking up at the hotel. It was large and imposing and she suddenly realized that Martin’s Black Rock might be based on this. He’d merely shrunk the hotel to the size of a mansion because since King had published The Shining you could no longer do haunted hotels without being accused of plagiarism.
A huge gut-twisting disappointment settled over her. She didn’t know exactly what she’d expected to find, just that there should be more than this.
But there it was, the dark Atlantic sky behind it threatening a storm.
But it doesn’t look as if it’s crouching and about to pounce, she observed.
It didn’t. It just looked like a hotel that was shortly going to be undergoing some maintenance.
Sarah-Jane got out of the car and walked up to the door. There was no gold knob on it and it was glass-paned. The inside of the hotel looked like the inside of a hotel: lobby, reception, thick carpets, chairs, you name it. Sarah-Jane did name it. Several times. She felt cheated.
Back on the forecourt she walked over to the building’s left-hand side. Beyond the fence which bordered the parking area, the land fell away swiftly down to the sea. It wasn’t a cliff on this side, just a steep hill which led down to the tiny bay where all that Tintagel had in the way of a beach lay. She couldn’t see the beach, but remembered that it was less than a hundred metres long and access to it was almost impossible.
Looking across at the Castle ruins, she was more impressed. She didn’t know who had built it, but it was a good place for a castle. It stood high on a double hill which was shaped like a figure eight and apart from the valley that led to its foot, was entirely surrounded by the sea. The beach - presumably where the inhabitants of the Castle had moored their boats - lay close by and would have been easy to defend. Anyone foolish enough to invade would have a major problem on their hands. You send an army down a heavily defended narrow valley, and pretty soon they’re going to be dog food. And troops attacking from the sea would have had to swim to the base of the rock, and then face a very steep climb indeed before they even got to fight.
‘Can I help you, love?’
Sarah-Jane spun round, stifling a yelp. A man in paint-splattered workman’s overalls was standing behind her.
‘Sorry, did I frighten you?’ he said, using the words of Mr Winter. But Mr Winter he was not. He was short and stocky and quite a bit too old. ‘Anything I can do?’
‘Uhh… well, I don’t really know,’ Sarah-Jane said, feeling stupid. ‘I just came up here to, uhh, look around.’
‘If you want to get to the Castle, there’s a way down, but you have to go back through the village. There’s a car park by the side of King Arthur’s Bookshop.’
‘No, I… I was looking for a place called Barras Nose. D’you know it?’
‘You’re standing on it, love. Or at least a part of it. Was it the hotel you were looking for?’
Sarah-Jane opened her mouth to speak, then snapped it shut again, knowing there was more to come, and knowing exactly what it was going to be.
‘… or Black Rock?’ the workman finished.
During the pronunciation of those last three words, the man’s voice took on an entirely new tone. It was both sly and knowing: the voice of a Transylvanian villager who has had plenty of vampire hunters stop him and ask him the way to Castle Dracula and who has never seen any of them again.
You’re imagining it, Sarah-Jane quickly told herself. You didn’t switch out of fantasy mode properly.
This had to be true. What other reason could there be for her heart to hammer and her head to swim like that of a girl about to open her first male zipper? Simply because she now had confirmation that the place existed?
‘Black Rock, actually,’ Sarah-Jane said, hearing the faint tremor in her voice and feeling ashamed of herself. As if there was anything wrong in wanting to be the heroine of a gothic romance!
The workman held her gaze and nodded slowly. ‘Down there,’ he said, pointing behind him at the hotel as if it were transparent and the land showed through it. ‘Down the hill. It’s that big lump of rock at the bottom, stuck out in the sea.’ Then he added the old traveller’s joke: ‘You can’t get there from here though.’
‘Where can I get there from?’ Sarah-Jane asked, mesmerized. The man was staring at her so intently he might have been attempting hypnosis.
‘Go back up the road to where the corner turns and instead of turning with it, you turn left against it. There’s a little road that looks like it goes into the caravan site, but if you keep left, you’ll see a muddy track. You can take a car down it, but there’s something you may want to ask yourself before you do that.’
‘And that is?’ Sarah-Jane.
The workman smiled. ‘“Can I get my car back up again?”’ he said.
Sarah-Jane nodded. ‘Thanks.’
The man looked at her for a few seconds longer, then, as if deciding business had been concluded, abruptly turned away. Sarah-Jane watched him go, her brow furrowed. About halfway back to the hotel’s entrance, he stopped dead, looked round and called, ‘Best of luck, love,’ then went on his way.
You don’t suppose he was trying to tell you something, do you? Sarah-Jane’s Girl Guide asked her.
Like what, d’you suppose? she answered mentally. Beware the Ides of October? Don’t forget your stake? I doubt it most sincerely. He was probably trying to let me know that when I get the car stuck and ask for help, he’ll be the one with the Land Rover charging twenty-five quid to tow me out.
Sarah-Jane went back to the car, trying to control her excitement. There was nothing to be excited about, when you thought about it. The workman had merely said that Black Rock was down there. Just that it existed. And the way he’d spoken suggested she would find only a lump of rock stuck out in the sea. He hadn’t mentioned a house or its owner, so there was nothing to get worked up about.
Not yet, anyway.
Sarah-Jane paused at the top of the hill where the ‘muddy track’ began and looked down it at the sea. You couldn’t see the bit of Barras Nose called Black Rock from here because the track wound round behind the hill on which the hotel stood, so there was still nothing to set the pulse racing.
There was, however, something to be concerned about.
She sat in the Sierra with the engine running and asked herself the sixty-four thousand dollar question as suggested by Mr Weird the builder.
Will I be able to get my car back up again?
The track wasn’t mud, it was the kind of gravel-clay mixture her dad called ‘hoggin’. It was also very steep and very narrow and looked as if it would become slippery the moment any rain fell. She decided she should just go for it anyway. So what if the track only gave her a foot either side of the car? She was a good driver, wasn’t she?
About half-way down, the mobile began to bleat. Sarah-Jane glanced at it, cursed and brought the car to a standstill which
ended in a two-foot skid. She yanked on the handbrake and snatched up the phone.
‘Essenjay, look, we seem to have a bit of a misunderstanding,’ Martin said, without any preamble.
‘I’ll say we have!’ Sarah-Jane snapped and turned him off.
She put the car back in first and rolled slowly down the steep track, keeping the phone on her lap. What she expected to happen next, happened at the exact moment she saw the white farm building set into the side of the hill.
The phone rang again.
Still rolling, she picked it up, turned it on and held it to her ear. Her eyes darted from the track to the farm building and she distantly noted that it was inaccessible from here - you’d have to cross a good two hundred yards of steep valley and hill to reach it. There had to be another track down to it that she hadn’t noticed.
‘Drezy, look,’ Janie’s voice was saying. ‘Martin really did mean what he said about the book. You ought to be thrilled.’ The line had developed a distinct hiss since the last time Sarah-Jane had answered it.
‘I am thrilled,’ she said, ‘I’m just about tickled pink, but I absolutely don’t want to talk to him any more.’
‘He means it when he says he wants to publish it,’ Janie said. ‘And he isn’t just doing it because he thinks it’s a way back into your heart.’
The hiss was more pronounced now.
‘It isn’t and I’m thrilled for him,’ Sarah-Jane replied. ‘Just tell him to keep on…’ She was going to add the words ‘writing it,’ but she had apparently entered one of those famed zones through which microwave signals seemed reluctant to pass and the line had gone dead. At the same time she began to feel dizzy. And scared. When her head cleared she was left with a disconcerting feeling that everything had changed. Especially as she could now see the trailer parked outside the white farm building. And the big black dog on it, still as stone and pointing.
At her.
The wide-eyed little girl inside Sarah-Jane woke up and was delighted. It’s all coming true! she said. Look, there’s Diamond Ambrose Anstey, King of All the Dogs!
She shivered. This wide-eyed little girl part of her had come within an ace, she was certain, of calling her ‘Snowy’.
So the dog’s real, so what? she asked herself. So Martin came here for a look round on one of those Saturdays when he used to vanish and refuse to say where he was going. And he saw the lie of the land and got inspired, and there just happened to be this big black dog hanging around. So what?
But if the dog was real, and pointing like it did in the book, it meant that Martin’s imagination hadn’t stretched as far as inventing it. Which also meant that perhaps his imagination hadn’t stretched as far as inventing the house either.
The dog - whether it was called Diamond or not - still gave her something approaching the creeps. It wasn’t natural for dogs to stand as still as that, for as long as that, pointers or otherwise.
Except that he’s no ordinary dog, the little girl slipped in before she could stop her.
Bullshit, S’n’J told her good-naturedly and suddenly felt a little better about things. She glared up at the dog, told herself it was just a mangy mutt, and let the car roll down the track, a little further around a bend.
And there it was: the site of Martin Dinsey’s famous haunted house - the lump of rock itself.
It was no hallucination: there was the house exactly as she had envisaged it while reading the manuscript - two storeys high, wider than Vistavision and looking for all the world as if it was ready to pounce. For the first time in all her years, Sarah-Jane Dresden gazed upon a building that looked as if it possessed life.
S’n’J smiled. She knew exactly how Martin must have felt at exactly this point on this very track. It not only looked as if it was haunted, it looked as if it was supposed to look that way - as Martin had written, it was like some horror hack’s version of a haunted house.
‘So what do you do now, my girl?’ she asked herself. ‘Go down there and ask them if they want to stock the new Lulu Kaminsky novel?’
You could always say you were looking for Mister Winter, her inner voice suggested. That’d be truel
Anyway, she was already committed. It wasn’t possible to turn the car around without driving up to the house and you’d have to be pretty nifty at reversing to go backwards all that way up a steep and narrow track. Apart from anything else, she wanted to go down there to see if there was a big reinforced door with no letter box and no lock, just a shiny door knob that looked like gold.
But the house won’t be called Black Rock, that’s a for-certain, she told herself. It’ll be End of the World House, or Atlantic Mansion, or Sea View or something like that. Martin wouldn’t have used the house’s real name. Its owner might sue.
Of course it would be very nice indeed if the house was called Black Rock and was inhabited by a Mr Winter, as per the imagination of Martin Dinsey, but that was heading towards fantasy-land…
And besides, you don’t have a computer system to sell, she thought, putting the car into gear and following the track down the hill.
The weather-beaten sign on the gatepost said ‘Black Rock’ just as it had done in the text, the house’s forecourt was shingle and S’n’J parked where Snowy had parked.
Well, it might have looked as if it were a huge hunched grey animal, but there was no bad atmosphere. The place felt safe.
S’n’J knew that if she did nothing else, she was going to have to get out of the car and look at that front door, because there really was no letter box or lock on it - not that you could see from here, anyway.
You’re crazy, she told herself, but she turned off the car’s engine anyway. She put the keys in her jacket pocket. I’m getting out of the car and I’m going over there and I might even knock on the door, she told herself, because so far, none of this has been a lie. So far, everything in the book has been true, which isn’t what fiction is supposed to be about. And I’m curious as to the reasons why.
Knowing that it was too much to ask that a man called Mr Winter lived inside the house, Sarah-Jane reached over to pick up her telephone, fumbled and broke two fingernails.
It’s all coming true, Dropsy! she told herself and no longer knew whether she should be shocked or delighted. What she did know was that she was filled with that delicious kind of anticipation she used to feel back at the beginning of her relationship with Martin when he was due down to Cornwall after his three day stint at Ace. She was also aware that there was a small part of her busily totting up the list of coincidences so far and reducing the odds against the rest of the first chapter of Black Rock not happening. It looked very much as if fiction was somehow changing into fact. Snowy’s romantic experience suddenly seemed to have a very good chance of happening to Sarah-Jane.
Shouldering open the stiff car door, she looked at the house, marvelling at it, and at herself. Because what they would say in books at this po�
�int (and what Martin had said in his book) was that the person standing in front of the house would be overcome by an emotion of belonging - as if they’d finally come home. At this point, even if the story was incredibly good, you’d find yourself curling your lip and thinking, Oh yeah, very likely! The real marvel was, that now she was standing here, the sensation didn’t seem cliched at all. She really did feel as if she belonged. It was stupid and her own lip curled as she realized it, but it was the curled lip that went away, not the sensation of being home.
This means, young lady, that according to the usual principles of hack fiction you’re pretty certain to end the story haunting Black Rock until the end of time. Either that or you’re a ghost already!
S’n’J grinned, because she felt good - better, in fact, than she had done since giving Martin ‘the flick’ as they said on ‘Neighbours’. But also because she had mentally begun to sing Kate Bush’s ‘Wuthering Heights’: Heathcliff, it’s me, Cathy, come home … It seemed to fit the circumstances somehow.
Must read the book one day, Snowy, she told herself. I may find I’m in that too!.
She chuckled. The warm Atlantic wind tousled her hair and the first warm raindrop touched her nose. The storm had started, apparently. She didn’t care. Sarah-Jane Dresden was beginning to have fun.
But hadn’t you better turn the car around? her Girl Guide voice suddenly cut in.
There were actually such things as ghosts, S’n’J suddenly decided, and she had proof of it. When her mother died, she left behind a ghost and its sole purpose was to haunt her only daughter. It lived inside her daughter’s head, pretending to be the Girl Guide voice of her conscience. If they’d handed out medals for being a spoilsport, this ghost’s metaphysical chest would be weighed down. It made sure you were wearing clean and unfrayed underwear, that you brushed your teeth, and amongst its many other sins, it had been responsible for S’n’J spending her first night with Martin alone in the spare room when she’d badly needed to shag him till he screamed for mercy.